when will these days be over…

had a very rough day today… keep thinking that I should be done with days like this… when I just really want to lay on my bed and cry, but instead have to work and try to keep the tears from coming…

549 days… shouldn’t that be enough… shouldn’t I be able to get on with life… what is my problem…

tonight the kids came and we picked up some groceries and made dinner… then we went to Sargent Sundae for ice cream… perked me up a little bit…

how can you feel sorry for yourself with all the energy surrounding you, lol…

got a shot of someone’s new running shoes which are orange with camo…

side view of new running shoes…