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flashback…

16 Wednesday Oct 2013

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flashback, George, ghost pumpkin, halloween, heart attacks, holding hands, love of my life, sorry for myself

tonight I had a flashback to the night George died… haven’t had one in months…

not sure what triggered it, although I’ve seen a few commercials lately talking about how fire fighters and paramedics have saved people having heart attacks…

went completely cold as I relived the police at the door, the drive to the hospital, seeing him, calling the girls, dealing with all the things that had to happen…

made me sad and just a tiny bit sorry for myself…

been thinking a lot lately of so many who are struggling in their lives and their relationships… remembering our struggles over the years, but how we were lucky and blessed to always come out on the positive side… it really is amazing to marry the love of your life and still feel that way after forty years…

been talking a bit recently with the little boys and a few others about how much I miss holding hands walking down the street… we always held hands whenever we were out and about… now, if I am very lucky one of the little boys will deign to hold my hand for a short period, lol…

the other day they picked me up a ghost pumpkin because they know how I love to decorate for Halloween… makes me think I need to get out the boxes and put some ghostly things out…

ghost pumpkin that needs some eyes before going onto the front step...

ghost pumpkin that needs some eyes before going onto the front step…

holding hands…

09 Saturday Mar 2013

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saw a Facebook post that suggested holding hands with your sweetie… brought tears to my eyes…

reminded me of one of the things that I miss the most…  holding hands…

George and the boys...

George and the boys…

we held hands whenever we were out… walking into the store from the car, taking a walk in the park, on our way to the mall, walking down the sidewalk… even sitting beside one another in the house… 

sometimes the little boys will hold my hand…

used to make the girls gag when they were young, then as they got older, they thought it was cute…

he was the love of my life and I miss him and his hand…

holding hands...

holding hands…

Connecting…

17 Sunday Feb 2013

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bereft, brunch with friends, connecting, good health, Hudson the polar bear, love of my life, memory making, Polar Playground, Tundra Grill, walked to the park

been thinking back to the days after George’s death…  how great it was to be able to send out emails to let people know of his loss… a good way to connect and share information with many who can then share further…

that email subject line was I am bereft… and those words have been ringing in my head a lot lately…

George wasn’t perfect, but he was the love of my life and my best friend… even thought its been nearly a year, I miss him in ways I don’t even understand… he took care of me always…

today I walked over to the Park and had brunch with two friends… we haven’t been able to connect for some time so it was a great opportunity to catch up… then I walked to the new main gate of the Zoo and met up with my kids and a friend…  we walked all around the zoo, twice…  we first went to see Hudson, the polar bear, and then walked all the way around the other way to check out the new Polar Playground and Tundra Grill…

bright from the black light on all the white structures...

bright from the black light on all the white structures…

cool place...

cool place…

the playground was pretty neat, with lots of black lights so everything white kind of shone…  I think Kyler was wearing a brand new pair of white socks, lol…

ready to scare whichever sibling comes out first...

ready to scare whichever sibling comes out first…

down the slide and through the bear's mouth...

down the slide and through the bear’s mouth…

the boys ran around for half an hour or so, and then we had french fries and poutine… we headed back to the entrance and the kids dropped me off by the bridge and I walked home…

must say my feet are still a bit sore… it reminded me again how wonderful it is to be in good health…

got home and had a nap before the kids arrived for dinner… right after dinner, the little guy fell asleep on the couch while we were visiting.. apparently he was tired too…

it was a wonderful day of memory making and connecting…

February…

31 Thursday Jan 2013

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beloved, extra special, hype, love of my life, roses and chocolates, tradition, Valentine's Day

February is coming fast, and with it Valentine’s Day…

we’ve always made a production about Valentine’s Day in our house…

when the girls were little I would always bake special event cookies or other treats for their classmates, and supper would invariably be on the theme… and that tradition has continued over the years…

card with chocolate and candy...

card with chocolate and candy…

George made Valentine’s Day extra special for us as the girls got older… he always made sure to get them each a rose, whether they had a boyfriend/husband who might do that or not…

last year he remembered a particular jacket that I had been eyeing and it, along with roses and chocolates, awaited me when I got up on Valentine’s Day…

Valentine rose...

Valentine rose…

I hadn’t really noticed the hype that goes on before Valentine’s Day, but this year is different…  every time I turn around I see an ad or hear a commercial all about doing something special for your sweetie… Groupon, Teambuy and others have been suggesting things to buy for Valentine’s Day since mid January… Pinterest has been showing DIY projects since about that time as well…  TV and radio are all on the same bandwagon as well…

Valentine rose...

Valentine rose…

my beloved was the love of my life and I miss him… I am still thinking about how I will remember this year..

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