11 Friday Mar 2016
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stunning start to the day… caught this glorious sunrise as I headed downstairs this morning…
really excited to see water in the pond when I arrived home tonight… melting like crazy… yay…
happy it is Friday and Monday is my day off…
only one more Monday off, as starting in April I will be working Monday to Thursday every week… hoping the change won’t affect my bottom line too much…
10 Thursday Mar 2016
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beloved, big girl pants, blessed, light, orchid, remembering, squirrel, touch, widow
got a great shot of a squirrel yesterday morning having a snack in the garden…
this morning I was up even earlier and watched a bunny crossing the street but didn’t get a picture… the exciting thing was that it was light out when I headed downtown at seven…
did take a few pics of the orchid which still looks pretty good… trying not to touch it which might cause one of the blossoms to drop off…
have spent a fair amount of time over the last few days remembering the day of my beloved’s memorial service… it was four years ago today…
all of us getting ready together was rather stressful…
making it through the gathering was painful and I was barely able to move as my body reacted to the distress of the day and my health issues…
having the opportunity to speak with everyone who came to celebrate his life was awe inspiring and very comforting…
arriving home to discover that someone had hit a borrowed vehicle and driven away without even leaving a note…
can’t actually remember the evening…
such a painFULL time…
am pleased with how well we have come through these days/months/years… each of us is moving forward and supporting one another…
we talk about George/Daddy/Grandpa often… I don’t want anyone to forget him and his impact on us and everyone who he touched…
we are and have been blessed…
09 Wednesday Mar 2016
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big girl pants, daughters, ECCO, nervous, new, New York, pain, sandals, shorts, tree, weekend, widow
on Saturday I picked up these new shorts…
the ones from last summer aren’t going to fit this year…
and I will need them for our trip to New York City for a weekend mid April…
not exactly sure what the temperature will be but want to be prepared…
I’m going with my two daughters and one of their friends… looking forward to it…
have been looking through websites, Pinterest, and talking with people who’ve been…
we will be going early on a Friday and returning home late on the Monday… not too long but we are planning to see lots while we are there…
everyone I’ve talked with has said it is wonderful… been a bit nervous because I’m not very good in crowds and am worried that there will be tons of people everywhere…
I’m looking forward to dinner at a great restaurant, maybe seeing some cherry trees in bloom and walking in Central Park…
early in the winter I bought a new pair of ECCO sandals and will be happy to break them in on this trip… for a number of years my feel hurt all the time but once I started wearing these shoes they have been pain free…
all winter I wear my sandals at work… people laugh when they see me with bare toes but I can still remember the pain that I was in constantly before… these are the only shoes for me now… I can walk forever…
08 Tuesday Mar 2016
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it was lovely out this morning and I stood outside waiting for my ride…
lots of melting yesterday…
on my walk from the corner tonight took a few shots of the creek which was filled with water… amazing because it was overcast all day, not a single ray of sunshine…
the solar lights in the garden are on tonight… very exciting that the sun is strong enough to light them up…
maybe spring is here…
07 Monday Mar 2016
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big girl pants, bright, busy, clean, cleaners, melting, puddles, snow, strong, sun, treat, widow
had to stop as I was backing out of the driveway this morning to take a picture of the glittering snow… so white, bright, shiny and clean looking…
lovely start to the day…
when I returned to the house I noticed two things… huge amounts of snow had melted throughout the day… here is the top of the deck just a few days ago…
this is the same spot tonight…
the sun shone with great strength all day… really noticed it on the drive home as there were many puddles and the snow banks had gone down a lot…
the final piece was in the bathroom… the cleaners come the first Monday of the month and they always fold the toilet paper like you are in a hotel…
I had prepared for them, but with the busyness of the day totally forgot they’d been here until I walked into the house and noticed how clean it was…
what a treat…
06 Sunday Mar 2016
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big girl pants, boat show, dimsum, errands, Grandpa, groceries, roast chicken, running, Spark, stuffing, widow
seems like it has been a crazy busy day, felt as though I was running from one thing to the next…
up early and headed out to do errands… went to three different stores and got home with groceries to put away…
made the stuffing for the chicken just in time to be picked up by the kids for a dimsum lunch… tasty…
the boys and I all fit into a picture, sort of…
then we went to the Mid-Canada Boat Show in the new portion of the RBC Convention Centre… the space is lovely… didn’t take a single picture…
there were many very big boats there… liked the look of a new model of seadoo called Spark… looks like it might be lots of fun… to drive one I would need a boating licence, hmmmm…
when we got home I stuffed the chicken and popped it into the oven… we visited and I prepped the rest of the food… eventually the chicken was cooked… had mashed potatoes with cauliflower; brussel sprouts with mushrooms and garlic; gravy, and cranberry jelly… and of course our usual Caesar salad, which all the boys love… topped dinner off with some apple pie to remember Grandpa… we talked about his favourite foods… he really liked roast pork, but always enjoyed a roast chicken dinner…
can’t really believe it has been four years since he left us and at the same time it feels like way longer that I’ve been on my own…
05 Saturday Mar 2016
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beloved, big girl pants, George, hoarfrost, memory, message, remembering, Simon & Garfunkel, trees, widow
woke up to hoarfrost everywhere…
it was beautiful…
the last thing that George and I did the day before he died was drive around the Park and take pictures of the beautiful trees covered in hoarfrost…
seeing the hoarfrost was such a reminder of him… felt like he was sending me a message…
spent the afternoon with my daughter wandering through the mall… had lunch and picked up a couple of pairs of shorts…
when I got home PBS had a special of Simon & Garfunkel‘s concert in Central Park, New York City in 1981…
he loved Simon & Garfunkel… I spent an hour watching the program, enjoying the music and remembering… the songs had all been played here… comforting…
in recent days I have been walking down memory lane looking at many pictures… it has been fun to remember all the great times we had in the forty-three years we were together…
what an amazing life I have had…
04 Friday Mar 2016
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anniversary, beloved, big girl pants, butterfly, death, dye, jeans, orchid, widow
took a few pictures of the orchid this morning…
the blossoms are now falling each day…
still beautiful in their own way…
wore my new jeans today and everyone loved them…
some of the detail on the back…
all day I kept trying to figure out what was making my hands blue… must have washed them a dozen times to get the colour off…
finally mentioned it, only to learn that I should have washed the jeans with salt or vinegar before wearing them the first time… it was the dye that was rubbing off on my hands, lol… clear that I am not a jean connoisseur… good thing I learned this before sitting on my couch, lol…
been thinking of my beloved more than usual… tomorrow marks four years since his death… seems to me that the week or so before the anniversary is more difficult than the actual day…
looking through photos I decided on this one for my Facebook profile picture…
we had spent a lovely time at the zoo with our youngest grandson and just came out of the butterfly garden… he was tired and had a seat on the lovely bench while trying to convince the little guy to join him… doesn’t he look like an angel…
I miss him…
03 Thursday Mar 2016
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295 York, 65, beloved, big girl pants, death, family, health, March, moments, photographs, sadness, sickness
been thinking a lot about folks who have been dealing with health issues, either sick or injured…
so many people I know have struggled with miserable colds and flu… both of my girls were ill and got sent home on Monday… many friends are just beginning to get over various issues…
the beginning of March is a difficult time for me… can’t help but think back to the loss of my beloved… I’ve been inundated with Facebook memories of things we did in the days just before his death…
have also been working on a project where I’ve been looking through my photographs… am always surprised at how much I have forgotten and the pictures are great reminders of special moments…
came across this picture of a Chihuly glass fixture at 295 York… George and I had dinner there a few times when it was still the Lobby on York…
lost my parents when they were both just over 65… George’s dad died around that age and he didn’t make it to 65… for a while I have been wondering if I will make it to 65… looks like I will, lol…
I am feeling healthy and in better shape than I’ve been for years…
although there is sadness, life is good…
02 Wednesday Mar 2016
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big girl pants, black, Coach, Elise Accessories, favourite, purses, walk
got to help open the box filled with all the purchases from our Elise Accessories show a couple of weeks ago…
I picked up the cute little black purse… it has lots of different compartments but is quite small… can also attach it to a belt, like a fanny pack… too funny as they are now becoming popular again…
think it will be very handy for walks… I always take my camera and my phone with me when I go for a walk… also like to take my credit card and some cash too…
wonder what I will fill up all the spaces with…
currently I use my black Coach purse… it is a medium size but also has a number of compartments so that things can be put away in their proper space… it is my most expensive purse… my daughter picked it up in a Coach warehouse store for a great price when she worked in Calgary…
I have a few larger bags that I use when I need to carry more, or bigger, stuff…
always find it interesting which will become my favourites… whether it is colour, ease of use, compartments… never know until I’ve used each one…
how will this new one fit…
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